‘…I sometimes wonder where it all came from. I do have a theory where it all originated but it’s impossible to proof it now, too much time has passed. …yeah my mind is damaged from the original event but it’s much more sinister than just that. I can deal with these [mental] problems, they don’t affect me as much as they did back then but I always have to keep an eye on everything you know ? …no what I’m talking about is the secondary effects my problems have caused and continue to cause. …I can’t stand it, I see all these people around me having a good time and even if some of them don’t, they still continue on with their lives despite their struggles, it’s basic human nature I guess.’
Fambri to K.V.